Life can really suck sometimes, especially when you work online for a living. It seems that you will continually hit a wall. That wall can be failure, it can be a product that didn’t work or a course that flopped or a bootcamp that ended up being a turd OR it can be more serious. Maybe it can some health issues. Maybe it’s you. Maybe it’s your family. For me it currently BOTH. My mom has COPD because she smoked a pack a day for decades. She was put on a puffer that she didn’t use and kept smoking “secretly”.